Wednesday 23 November 2011

Obsession a.k.a Hobby baru laaa....

the "OBSESSION"

YESSSS!!!! its true. i have a new hobbeyyyyyy (hobi laa) . perasan kan gambo di atas???
yaaaaaa, itu lah hobi baru sayaaa. dont know why i took so long to want to play guitar, padahal dari kecik mende ni memang dah ade kat rumah kottttttttttttt. dont know who to blame for this new hobby of mine, tp yg pasti nyeeeeee, im am sooooooo freakin obsessed with "IT".

Now i can belagak in front of people, MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA (cehhh,mcm dah terer beno la tuuuu)....
soo,anyway....YEAYYYYY!!!!!! da tau main dahhhhhh. 
ok,byeeeeee........

Thursday 18 August 2011

...Life is Short....

..as i came across a lot of status and updates in facebook,i started to ask myself.
 "what if i never get the chance to say goodbye to everyone??"..........
whoaaaaa. that would be like "bummer" rite.

i keep reminding myself how life is short. live while you get the chance. if u make mistakes,FIX it as fast as you possibly can.

but chill laaaa. i still got time. (InsyaAllah)...
i can still say I LOVE my mom and dad,my brothers and sisters. my boyfriend. my families. my neighbours. my friends.
i still got time to APOLOGIZE to my families,boyfriend,friends and neighbours.
i still can SEE my mom my dad, my families, my boyfriend. my friends and neighbours.

but all this is in GODS will. InsyaAllah......


Monday 27 June 2011

Get It Right

What have I done 
Wish I could run 
Away from this ship going under 
Just trying to help 
Hurt everyone else 
Now I feel the weight of the world 
Is on my shoulders 

What can you do 
When your good isn't good enough 
And all that you touch tumbles down 
Cause my best intentions 
Keep making a mess of things 
I just wanna fix it somehow 
But how many times will it take 
Oh how many times will it take 
For me to get it right 
To get it right 

Can I start again 
With my faith shaken 
Cause I can't go back and undo this 
I just have to stay and face my mistakes 
But if I get stronger and wiser 
I'll get through this 
What can you do 
When your good isn't good enough 
And all that you touch tumbles down 

Cause my best intentions 
Keep making a mess of things 
I just wanna fix it somehow 
But how many times will it take 
Oh how many times will it take 
For me to get it right 

So I throw up my fist 
Throw a punch in the air and 
Accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair 
Yeah I'll send out a wish 
Yeah I'll send up a prayer 
And finally someone will see 
How much I care 
What can you do 
When your good isn't good enough 
And all that you touch tumbles down 
Oh my best intentions 
Keep making a mess of things 
Just wanna fix it somehow 
But how many times will it take 
Oh, how many times will it take 
To get it right, to get it right

.....till next time.....

SEMUA NYA DATANG DARI ALLAH....

Semua yg kita nampak,kita dengar,kite ade...
Semua nye lah...datang dari yg Maha Esa.
Ape ape yg jadi pun semua dugaan dari NYA.
Semua nya sudah ditentukan oleh Allah.

Hidup ni umpama roda. 
Apa yg kite pernah buat, itu jugak yg akan kite dpt balik.
That is called KARMA.

kalau dah hidup kite ditakdirkan tidak menemui kebahagiaan utk seketika, 
tak perlu la nk nangis teresak esak, 
keluar air mata darah pun, yg dah berlaku tetap berlaku, jadi REDHA aje lahhh.
InsyaAllah, suatu hari pasti tuhan akan beri nye kepada kite.

there's a say...."We Are Only Humans"
jadi buat silap di dunia itu adalah lumrah bagi kite manusia.
banyak banyak la beringat.
kadang kadang aku pn selalu leka, selalu lupa.
bila di timpa musibah, baru nk beringat.
mase tu lah baru kite ingat tuhan.

Apa apa pun, there's always hope for everyone.

till next time bloggers........

~....wassalam...~

Thursday 26 May 2011

Good Old Days....

Hellooo blog...!!
been neglacting my blog. who cares. hahaha. (errkkk ketawa sorg2 ) -___-

Do u believe in KARMA??? I do.
it happened already la kot.
anyhow, what im blogging about today is :

1. Miss the good old days.
2. Miss the first time it started.
3. Miss the caring moment.
4. Miss the shoulder to cry on.
5. Miss how i used to share stories and vise versa.
6. Miss the texting till morning.
7. Miss the good morning,good afternoon and good night.

I MISS YOUU....!!!

Monday 9 May 2011

Turn To HIM..

entry entry entry.....
macam dah bersarang pulak blog ni...
i've been neglacting my blog lately..
cause im pretty occupied with other stuff..umm..yeah.."STUFF"...
what kinda stuff?? ehehhh. ya'll dont have to know..
anywayzzzzz...a lot has been going on with my life this couple of months...
sadness,happiness,depression,confusion and so on.
its like an icing on my cake...there's no life without those feelings..
am i right??of course i am...
no one in this world gets through life without any problems..he or she might as well be a doll or a puppet.
despite all thats happened to me, im not complaining...cause i know that it is a test and it all came from HIM.
im no goodie too shoes, but i know what is right and what is wrong.
so,my point is....whatever we do, whatever happens, whatever we get and whatever it is going on with our lives..
in the end, we will always turn to HIM to seek help and forgiveness..


p/s : walaupun hari emak saya dah lepas...saya tetap nak wish SELAMAT HARI EMAK SAYA kat mak saya..
ehehehehehehehehee...i lebiu la makkkk....


......Wassalam......


Tuesday 12 April 2011

.....:: MATA BLING BLING ::.......

if you guys are wondering what i do for living, i'll show you in just a sec.



Ini lah antara keje aku. WHOAAAAAAA kan~
membuat baju yg kosong menjadi baju yg penuh dgn BLINGG BLINGGG!!!!~















sebenarnya ni contoh jek. tapi mmg aku penah buat la kan. 
if you think this task is simple, well, think again.
it is soooooooooo freakin complicated. not hard, just complicated.
but i love doing it. i dont know why, but i enjoy it.

.....END....



Sunday 3 April 2011

:: AWEKS CUN ::


Cun???Cantek?? mesti la kan. eheheheeee
Siapa dia ini??? ini lah nenek kesayangan sya.
sekarang ni die tengah menunaikan Umrah. harap harap die sihat and selamat la hendaknya dekat sana.
rindu weh kat die. rasa rasa nye die da nak balik kot.

Semoga perjalanan die lancar dan selamat pulang nanti.
Ok. tu je. I LAP U la atokkk!!!!~




Sunday 27 March 2011

Please Laaaa..~

Ummmm. AAaaaaaa. Apa ek??
Tadi macam banyak nak taip. Bila nak blogging jek terus lupa. haihhhhh!!

5 minit berlalu.......


Haaaaaaa. yeaahh. baru ingat. ok.
PLEASE DONT TELL ME HOW MISARABLE AND PATHETIC YOUR LIFE IS!!!!!!~
ok, yg itu yg no.1

yg ke-2 nye......
aku da ade obsesi yg baru. mau tau??
KAMEN RIDER. -___-
tak tau la macam mane boleh terjebak kan. tapi cerita die memang cool. hahahaha. cool.
bagi yg berjiwa kanak kanak boleh la korang layan kan. tp, kalau otak korang dah berfikiran macam mak mak dan abah abah, aku saran kan jgn la layan.

yg ni character peberet aku.


Ankh!! yg sombong gila. Bajet bagus. hahaha


Shoutoru & Philip!! Bespren Forever.

baik lah. Sekian.

.................To Be Continued.............


Wednesday 23 March 2011

WHAT U DONT KNOW.

Assalammualaikum~
lama dah tak jenguk blog. tak tau nak share ape so, aku nak share hobi budak budak aku.
ummm. ya! saya macam budak budak -___-
SAYA SUKA KUMPUL KOMIK!!. =)



FATAL CHAOS!!
Ni peberet aku (karya Ben) . tapi cite die slow tapi sangat BESTTT!!!



LE.GARDENIE!!!!~
(ada dua jek lg dua nk kne cari sampai dapat)
and other comics yg best jugak.



TOTO!!!~
sangat best. tp,aku tak puas hati kenapa die pakai kepala anjing.
kan best kalau pakai kepala naga!!!
but still best~



UJANG~GEMPAK~UTOPIA!!!
 selain graphic comics, yg ni pun memang aku suka gila kumpul!!
(sikit jek upload,tak mau tunjuk semua nnt tak muat gambar. hahahahaha.)
ada yg da hilang and tak jumpe.
aku suka sebab lawak2 buduh yg charerrr!!!~



NOVELS!!!!!
yeahhhh~ apa?? ingat aku suka komik je ke???
ni pun antara hobi aku wehh. suka baca novel.
(yg aku punye twilight tu jek,yg lain aku pinjam abang aku eheh -___-)






ummmmmmmm. ok. takde ape lagi nak kasi tau. tapi ade lagi sambungan nya. tungguuuu!!!!


...............To Be Continued................


Wednesday 16 March 2011

Memories.

Today im not gonna talk much. errr i mean, write much. -__-
Let the pictures do the writing.


eheh. ya. me and my family mase kat atas bukit ape ntah. lupa da.
sgt sejuk sebab tu pkai topi bulu bulu




ok. time ni adik aku comel weh. aku konon konon macam nk makan ais tu.
abang aku pulak. errrr. mls a ckp pasal dia. hahahahaha. -___-
(adik yg kecik time ni dalam perut lagi)



Family aku with Uncle Raja, Abg Zaidi, and Kak Ayu.
Wonder what they are up to now. (lama tak jumpe mereka)




Sangat Cantik??? i know right. Real gila. 
Kat malaysia mana nk cari garden gini rupa ek??? 
(bole guling guling macam cerita hindustan)



Dalam ketapi atas jalan tu at christchurch.
ape jela aku, pkai baju oren dgn skarf GREEN???? 
memang matching la sangat. (kenapa la mak aku biarkan jek??)



My dad. dengan muka bangga nye selepas rabbit hunting.
(rasa arnab tu mcm ayam. serius! tak tipu)



School activity. pegi tangkap menatang ape entah. aku lupa la.
With one of my bff (nama dia Sharmaine) while wearing hot pants. WOWWW!! hahahaha -___-
abang aku tu??? eerrrrr. malas nak cerita.



sooooooooooo many memories. i wish i could share more pictures, tapi malas la.
this is just parts of the memories. there's more but i'll just keep that to myself.
bila tengok balik semua gambar ni aku hanya mampu senyum je.
i miss my friends. mana la agak nya diorang semua. tak jumpa jumpa lagi sampai sekarang.
Hopefully they are doing well.


............till next time...........






Monday 14 March 2011

Just "OK"...

"Finding happiness is like finding yourself. You don't find happiness, you make happiness. You choose happiness. Self-actualization is a process of discovering who you are, who you want to be and paving the way to happiness by doing what brings YOU the most meaning and contentment to your life over the long run."
-by David Leonhardt, The Happy Guy-

To me, happinest is based on what you think, what you say and what you do.
poeple will know you're happy just by looking through your action.
everyone wants to be happy.
me on the other hand just want to be "OK".

WHY you ask??
well, lets make long story short. im afraid of being too happy.( aku fobia seh )
lets just say i have my own reason. 
so instead of wanting to be happy. i just wanna be "OK".
pathetic?? i know right. well i dont care. thats just how i want it to be.

Like i said, everyone has their own reasons.
its up to you to choose your own way of living and be happy by what you have chosen.

...........Till Next Time............




Saturday 12 March 2011

hear this..!

"coz its all about him him him him him,
and its all about me me me me me,
and we dont give a dang dang dang dang dang,
about nobody ei ei ei..."
- auburn -

singing is my thing.
whenever im in pain or feeling lonely i always sing something that will make me feel better.
i grew up with music.
i've known  DO RE MI since i can remember.
im not saying i have good vocals or good ear in music,
but what i can tell u is all music has its own unic style.
i dont love all genre,
i have my own kind of music that i love such as in my playlist (as u can hear rite now).
do u know ur kind of music??
if u dont, i think u should really need one or two.
so, GO!!!!





Friday 11 March 2011

::When a Tsunami hits::

Have u guys heard about the earthquake and the tsunami that hits JAPAN??
Terrifying rite..?
sangat menakutkan. kesian dengan mereka mereka yg kehilangan org yg tersayang atau barang barang yg diorang sayang. eheh -__-

Insaf sejenak bila fikir kan segala kejadian yg berlaku sekarang.
Betapa bersyukurnya kita kerana M'sia tidak mengalami kejadian seperti itu.
Let us pray for those in JAPAN and hopefully orang orang M'sia kat sana selamat.
AMINNN.~

p/s : hari ni mood saya sngat sensitip. thats why i wrote this piece down. tq -__-

Monday 7 March 2011

Important Rite...?


Everything we do today, tomorrow, or the day after that, we have to think about others. am i rite.?
that is called "Menjaga Hati Orang Lain".
I've experience this soooooooooooo many times. even though sometimes it hurts, i just deal with it.
weather ur in a relationship or just with ur friends and family that is the main priority.
But, for me, sometimes you still have to be sellfish for ur own benefits. 
i repeat SOMETIMES. (not all the time)

ok nak cakap melayu pulak. 
Kadang kadang penat jugak nak melayan kerenah kerenah orang ni. 
Tapi, what must be done, must be done.
Im not saying this to offend anyone but this is FACT people FACT!!!!
So pastikan anda anda semua tahu bila masa untuk menjadi baik dan bila mase untuk menjadi SELLFISH.
Sekian. 

p/s : blog baru blog baru blog baru. ok.. da. eheh -___-

Sunday 6 March 2011

New and Improved ( i Think )

Hollaaaaaa. Assalammualaikum.

Blog baru blog baru blog baru.
yeeeeaaaahhhh!!

sebab membuat blog baru :

1. Blog lame kena spam dengan sape tah.
2. blog lama sangat emosi.
3. Blog lama agak membosankan.

okay. itu je kot.
so,to all the peeps out there.
selamat membaca blog baru wanie.